So is blackmail, but that's why I have to go to therapy with her. It's not like she can actually keep me in those sessions.

I've gone through therapy so much. I don't want to go over the fact my father was an abandoning asshole or that my mom was so harsh on me she might as well have been abusive. My constant craving for male affection is because my dad left- I know.

[She is so drunk.]