At home. Months ago. Anyway it ruined everything so I try not to repeat the same behavior that caused catastrophe on my social life.

[This kind of sounds like 1 + ?? = 100, but she's not giving the missing piece to that equation just yet.]

Anyway, what would I do? Drown myself in books? Just because it doesn't have any formal meetings doesn't mean it's any less dangerous. Deciding that, like, your life is supposed to be a fairy tale? Zero out of ten, I wouldn't recommend.